Can You Feel It?

We are unlimited, infinite beings! We’ve been tricked to believe we are so much less but in every moment are Golden.
Can You Feel It?

a new era of humanity began while we were inside.

In the same way that PKD risked being called nuts when he published his “fictional” account of contact with a god-like entity in VALIS (and later, more personally, in his sprawling, Exegesis) Odious felt from the start of this madness that we had to document and put out the experience we were having so that others going through the same thing would know they weren’t alone.

And that there really were others out there going through something similar was a point about which Odious was adamant: from the morning after that first solstice dream they were 100% certain that we were witnesses to the birth of a new way of thinking and being:

“It spreads like a virus. Except instead of getting sick you get well. By sharing our experiences, we open other people up to having their own healing interdimensional communications. It’s a way to help people.”

Hence the creation of this newsletter in which Odious and I both share posts documenting our strange experiences. There’s also our IG account run by me, Swim, where I share images from art that inspires and soothes me, as well as peripheral notes via the caption box.

In the beginning I wasn’t sure—I thought maybe a year of being locked down in a railroad apartment in Bushwick, Brooklyn had caused my sweet, sensitive friend to have a psychic break. But seeing as I didn't have anything else to do and I was already hanging at Odious's place every weekday, I was like sure: I'll listen while you read some lines from a random page from VALIS, and then use that as the jumping off point to search the internets and see where my associations and feelings (not judged, just observed) took me, link to link, image to image...

And as 2021 unfolded much to my chagrin I caught the bug. I now understand the urgency Odious feels to share this story and find the others.

I believe that the sudden silencing of the everyday blah blah blah during the pandemic may have allowed some of us to hear the stars and planets calling to us. They'd been trying to make us listen since beginning-less time. And that we finally heard them, pandemic or no pandemic, is only because the eternal, infinitely expansive parts of our minds decided it should be the case.

I have seen and felt some shit. But even in its scariest moments what’s calling to us all is such a relief and salvation from the narrow scope and limited view of our everyday lives.

We are unlimited, infinite beings! We’ve been tricked to believe we are so much less but in every moment are Golden.

I recommend hitting the pink button and subscribing for posts to be sent right to your inbox. You’ll get special perks and first dibs on acquiring artwork based on the content and the pop culture clues we've received (and continue to receive) through books like VALIS, Lilith's Brood, and Finnegan's Wake, and movies like, "The Shining", "The Matrix", "Labyrinth", "Blade Runner", "Mulholland Drive", "Through a Scanner Darkly", "The Neverending Story" . I’m not sure how to end this but I keep thinking of Arnold in Terminator 2 (another film in the flow), a giant AI robot citing the words of the person who sent him back in time to save his son, the future savior of the world:

“Come with me if you want to live.”


Image: Zdzisław Beksiński